take nothing for granted
when you become old , one of the major things that you can know this is that you do not take things for granted and you do not drop relationships the way you used to when you were young, thinking that that another good thing would be happening just afterwards in a short while and…
The truth
ultimately the truth will have to come out and it is good that the seeds for desire to find the truth or planted long before they need to know the truth arises. the truth that I hold inside of me is nothing bad or even shocking but it is just different. I also wonder how…
Never been this happy Since 25 years
I have not been this happy since a very long time. It is a happiness that doesn’t come two times in life. There are thousands of happiness and I have experienced most of them and most of the time I’m always happy because of my lifestyle and my life choices. But there are some kinds…
in my garden
life is so beautiful as I sIT down in my garden with coffee in my hand AmidstThe Silence of the seclusion of my house, and the chirping of the birds. It is only 5:45 p.m. and people my age with my lifestyle and assets would be struggling at the office trying to make a living…
On my second book
Writing my second book is it very different experience than my first book. Earlier the flow was so fast & smooth because I had already so many things that had been cooking in my mind all those years and that needed to be written down. In fact, I seem to be struggling to even start….
Being God
yesterday was a very hard day for me after lot of years in terms of spirituality. Basically goddess went rogue. Her actions violated my trust in her and my belief that she was in control of her affairs: to align intentions and actions of her mind and body with her soul. Apparently she is not…
Pampered by the goddesses
When I was young I wished that I was as hot and cool as I was today but back then life was hard and had so many things on the plate, so much things to do, so many things to learn, so many questions, so many confusions. Today I am so calm and powerful That…
When 2 really become one
Today I got a new power with regard to the goddess. I was facing a kind of burning sensation due to some negative events that occurred in the morning. before I used to process that feeling by myself in my body today I felt that this feeling was transferred to the goddess externally of me…
A new theory for economics
I have lately decided to do some investigation of economics and how it is affected by the meta motivators and karmic system. I realized that I had been able to explain quite everything from relationships to decisions that people make to happen the diseases that people get using the unified theory of motivation and living….
Merging with goddess
after many days, I have traveled out of the city by flights for training. In every of my travel I experience something different in my consciousness. This time I experienced quietness and normalancy. It doesn’t feel different than my life at home and if you are I wanted that you that whatever I am at…