killing boredom
I was sick after such a long time that I just needed a break and it was good two or three days of complete rest. I’m feeling bored now that I’m feeling better but I still need to get some rest because I would otherwise get some pains in the body. I would resume normal…
the story of life
There are so many things i could do but i can’t do. But as i see the flow of humanity from my window i realize the world has got much more difficulties than I. Some are winning, at least for now, and most are losing. So is losing a the default? I have experienced life…
A life awaiting me
Today I woke up with dreams in which I felt incomplete, mistaken and wanting. I also dreamt that there was some kind of proposal that I had completed and someone asked me to put a cover on it to make it more beautiful. And the subconscious is always one step ahead of the conscious. I…
Mission : Writing
So that’s it it’s time to start writing my new book. I’ve discovered how to exactly manage my writing so that it can become a video book also. I have finished all the framework and all that is left now is to speak my books. I’ve designed a new routine and new formats for writing…
Missing old friends
With the beginning of my new life I will miss all my friends from another world which I had to give up rightly so. And then this cycle of life isn’t it and I explored that world in the last 25 years. I learned so much and that world. I learned things that no one…
Uncertain career
Nepal is going through ever died the session I am not exact from the downfall of economy. I am just wondering which direction my career will go. There are many things that I could do but I am not doing and many things I want to do but I am not getting to do. That…
Right way to deal with trauma
I have been in deep thinking today. so many things happened in the last month guys turnover upside down. but then I wouldn’t have Wanted things to be any other ways. at first it seems that it was a darkest moment of my life or any man’s life but then I will realise that it…
Waiting for the deserving clients
Today I feel so normal in my new high level of endorphin stage. I had this dream where I was putting fuel in two or three white aircrafts on the runway. The fuel was green. I sent out two proposals that could really change my career in the coming decade. Again I don’t have my…
Story: theirs and mine
As i look out of my office window, i see so many stories walking past the streets. Some walk alone, some with friends, some with family. Some are in a rush, some have all the the time in the world. Some a laughing, some are sombre. each person has it own story. yet all these…
continuing high
i was afraid that my state of high alertness and empowerment was a temporary one owed to surge in Adrenalin but it is not so. Instead it is a permanent increase in my level of endorphin due to the high level of endorphin-cortisol stress I had to experience lately. I realize that that there was…