the blessing of failure
today is my birthday and and I don’t know but I have this sense that life will change into something different. Every year I feel this way. But nothing changes and it is okay. I will call whatever thinking or feeling last year doing my birthday. And I know that it is something totally different…
Half life
in a few days I will be 49 years old. I think about this time as my half line. Half my life is gone. I have no regret about what I should have done and what I should not have done. Whatever I did and whatever did not do I am ok that I am…
Twist in a day
I am experiment on a new process: I am writing as I am running and helping thoughts to clear. In my mind lots of thoughts about editing and doing he is going on. after many months my wife lost her temper slightly affected my mood. But such burst of madness from her is necessary for…
One book fully completed
I have completed one whole book. It was a very fulfillng experience as well as a very taxing experience. it is very tiresome process. I enjoyed most the creative writing but the editing part I always new would be the hardest one and it was indeed. However there is no turning back because I know…