Dashain 2023
Like every year at this time I’m trying to plan on what I’m gonna do or what should I focus on in the coming year. Last year I had this grand and audacious vision that I will at least start writing books and in this year I managed to complete one full book and publish…
seriousness
Today I feel a strange sense of seriousness. Something important I think or I feel , that I must do without actually knowing what it is. Even my eyes are feeling sharper, my mind more resolute and even my breathing shorter. it is not about money or status now. It is just a new feeling….
My own little Trauma
Today I woke up from a dream that brought in me feelings like I was 28 years old at the bottom of my career having been made redundant in organisation that I truly believe in. The dream was about my ex boss in Singapore and as usual he was disappointed with me. That then I…
Excited
So finally I have completed all the framework for the book the diagrams and the bullet points. all that is left now for me to do is to write the book and I’m so excited. There was this last diagram that was needed to be done to explain a very complex but subtle topic in…
Frustration and the cycle of success
I woke up today with a sense of frustration about the struggle I have to endure to be recognized as a person who can or will make a radical change in the world through his knowledge. Before at the beginning when I was unemployed I already knew that had something to give to the world….
my thought on economy of Nepal
what nepal needs, is core economy. We need to find something that will generate business in the form of jobs that will be able to help people to have a disposable income & spend on food, restaurant & fashion, cars and any luxury items. some people say that the core economy is tourism, agriculture and…
being frustrated
today I will quite in a download because I was seeing the possibility of me dying here in Nepal un recognised. I was frustrated by my own sons lack of interest in my work as well as my wife. I know that this is in no way any measure of the person success because no…
take nothing for granted
when you become old , one of the major things that you can know this is that you do not take things for granted and you do not drop relationships the way you used to when you were young, thinking that that another good thing would be happening just afterwards in a short while and…
The truth
ultimately the truth will have to come out and it is good that the seeds for desire to find the truth or planted long before they need to know the truth arises. the truth that I hold inside of me is nothing bad or even shocking but it is just different. I also wonder how…
Never been this happy Since 25 years
I have not been this happy since a very long time. It is a happiness that doesn’t come two times in life. There are thousands of happiness and I have experienced most of them and most of the time I’m always happy because of my lifestyle and my life choices. But there are some kinds…