starting of the book
I finally manage to get my book started. I feel exalerated because it such a important step and after starting it should not take any time to finish it. I hope that I can finish it in 2 months. This time I will not make the mistake of leaving the editing for the future. Also…
my goddess: the motivation for me
So today I have decided to write my book for the first time but I’m just not able to start because it just seems so big and so vast that I feel like I’m afraid that I would start on the wrong foot or something. the idea of this book is very big and also…
my goddess
today onwards I have decided to identify myself as 2. Where I as earlier I only saw myself as me the writer and the creator from now onwards I will see myself as me the cowriter and Cocreator with my goddess who will be the cowriter and who created of whatever we create. my goddess…
My ocean
Today I’m happy because I have found my ocean. Up until now I was this river meandering, in the plains, in the mountains, in the plateaus, looking for a place to rest and to end my journey and also to begin a new journey. Such a journey devoid of constancy and permanence gave me a…
that one thing I can never have but ache forever to have
what is better? to have for a while it and Lose it forever or never to have it but never lose it for eternity When I was young I believed that I could have all that I wanted and it will be with me forever. However after 30 years having of having lost and gained…
Basking in glory
It has been a very long time since I have not written on this blog of mine mainly because the site was down and also because I was so busy with the book. What should I say It was a labor of love or a life long dream that somehow manifested in the course of…
my book
editing my book on the motivation theory is taking its toll on me. I am putting so much effort in it and the reward maybe absent total but then it is a good is of my calendar and I know that like Anything that have done in my past it will lead somewhere. Maybe that’s…
the blessing of failure
today is my birthday and and I don’t know but I have this sense that life will change into something different. Every year I feel this way. But nothing changes and it is okay. I will call whatever thinking or feeling last year doing my birthday. And I know that it is something totally different…
Half life
in a few days I will be 49 years old. I think about this time as my half line. Half my life is gone. I have no regret about what I should have done and what I should not have done. Whatever I did and whatever did not do I am ok that I am…
Twist in a day
I am experiment on a new process: I am writing as I am running and helping thoughts to clear. In my mind lots of thoughts about editing and doing he is going on. after many months my wife lost her temper slightly affected my mood. But such burst of madness from her is necessary for…