On Life/Success
articles about how to deal with relationships at home: spouse, parents and children successfully. Also articles about how to come out of depressions, stresses, worries, boredom, bad memories and similar negative emotions
the last endorphin blast
After the trip to Chulingtar, I regained a new sense of energy. As I woke up on the second day a new understanding of the mega bank training came, that released full endorphins , may be the final one: it is the failing of the earlier trainer to create such a bias towards serious talk….
Welcoming frustration
Just till yesterday I was feeling on top of the world after back to back super trainings. Then today after learning about the negative feedback last week’s training, even though I processed the learning & am purified, I still feel low. It is natural. lt is a learning I just didn’t know. So it is…
2 busy weeks
It has been a very busy and full 2 weeks with one training after another. I am even tired. I have not worked this much since many years. But it was a nice change. I am so self fulfilled. I retired at 42, now it is almost 6 years and 3 years of corona sealed…
Energized
Lately I am seeing many dreams of being appointed as a chief with someone writing down documents to specify my work. I just wonder what is coming. I think i want to be a CEO, yes but of a big huge organization. Still i don’t think i am ready as i need to find the…
Some thoughts on my life
My tooth is hurting due to the RCT, and it makes me realize that even a buddha can’t have good teeth. I also need to check a smear in the face skin. Again it is karma i know and i need to take care of them. I am very calm at the end of the…
Triple Booking
As the corona pandemic is ending, my days are being booked rapidly so much i am afraid some clients will lose me. But now all this doesn’t bother me, thanks to corona. On the coming friday i had 3 bookings and thus was worried. one is confirmed, one is postponed and one is online. So…
No more fuss
These 3 corona breaks, have helped me grow tremendously in all aspects of life. in the spiritual side i have made two major shifts: lose the rigid loyalty to any client or booking don’t fuss about double triple bookings Basically i realize that if i lose a job or even a client, i will rise…
Rock bottom
This morning i woke up depressed. I checked my dreams and i realize this depression was due to a dream about defacating I had. I worked out in my usual routine and felt better but the heaviness was still there. Then in the afternoon i got a call for a training next week. In another…
Momentum
I am regaining my momentum of andrenalin which i had to kill totally on the onset of corona. but i have now learned how to switch it on and off. Until last year i thought i was on a lost cause focussing on customer service, the lowest job. I missed the top positions consulting. However…
A life of cancelation
A 2 day training program was canceled within the next day. I feel a bit demoralized. Training work made me feel important, powerful. I realize it produced a lot of serotonin and oxytocin. There was a also constant dopamine rush unknowing of how the participants will behave. The threat of a bad review always pumped…