May 19, 2024
2 min read

I feel a bit low right now because of some thoughts that came about me not being recognized and not getting paid for my work. At times, it’s so frustrating. I work so hard and do so much innovative thinking about nobody needs or think that they need what I have to offer. And yet I keep producing my work because if I do not, I will just rot away.

The path of greatness is very lonely, and I know it so well. But still, the feeling comes now and then. I wish that I was recognized. But if this occurred, I know that I will not be able to create. But the danger is that I create and never become recognized. Still, what is the benefit of being recognized? The truth is that it is more burdened than a relief. I know that very well and still. that feeling of frustration still comes. and I guess it’s OK.

At least I don’t go on an alcohol binge in order to suppress this frustration. I also don’t even try to talk to anyone about it, because I know that it is a temporary face, and there. is no need for anyone to help me console myself and in the process make me feel worse. I am my own counselor. It is a great benefit.

I have already achieved the grades of launch in my work. I have everything that I need. I have more than I could ever want. I am able to do what I love. I’d steal this feeling of frustration because this is the way things are, and it’s OK, I take a long breath and try to calm myself. It is just part of life.