Frustration of Being a father
Since the last few days I have been very frustrated as a father. It is just amazing how your children will never be what you expect them today how much you try. But then this is the natural cycle of Being a father. You do your best but then you don’t expect anything from your…
At a crossroad of life
I am feeling really strange lately. I want to start being active and market myself. On the other hand I just want to go on messenger so far waiting for the world to act first. I’ve been having dreams are you unable to move forward with my knees frozen. Then another dream i see open…
I am so excited
I am so excited because of completed success for the book. I think it took me more than two weeks of hits and trial to finalize this model. So far the book itself I have a sense that it will revolutionize human thinking this success model is the application of all the theories . So…
Who are my friends
People expect too much from life and as a result they suffer. I was Expecting too much from my spouse. It is not that I am crazy guy and expecting what not from her but even expecting a bit more than needed Feels Like a burden to me. The roots of most of the miseries…
Deep pain
so it is another day in home. I had a very eventful day because I was giving counseling 20 girls today and the problems were very Grave in nature. I have a special gift to be able to listen to such horrible story without flinching and staying totally calm. To me hearing the stories isn’t…
Self counseling myself
I feel a bit demoralized right now I don’t know why. But that would be. I was wrong statement because. I don’t know why I’m feeling low now. I took it in my hands. To make the call to the college that was supposed to Call me for the time Whereas before I would have…
Mixed festive season
2022 Dashain Tihar unforgettable for me. On your bright side I was able to start the book under 3 modes of nature. I completed by now worry 25000 words and the hole structure of the book is ready and all I am doing you just typing things out. Had this vision that next year in…
Abandoning
A teenage son ungrateful at the existence of a active father, a wife so introverted that she won’t utter a word, sometimes I wonder why I am here? Why not abandon them since they seem not to need me? In my past life I incarnations I know I did exactly that. But even in abandonment…
saddest Story
Today I witnessed a 12 yrs old girl commit suicide on a chat. From Uganda she just needed someone to know her story & to give the message she had in her. Another man was explaining why he had to die. From the chats I realize I can learn about worlds that no one can…
2 new missions
The idea of performance coaching as a new product to sell is a good one. After Dashain I will try to sell it using the best possible channels. So now I have 2 new projects on my hands: the books performance coaching This should add a sense of mission to my life.