Feeling poor at times

May 12, 2019
1 min read

I have had a life principle always with regards to spending money. I will not spend money that I have not earned despite having lots of savings and other income.

As a result i feel temporarily poor. but feeling this way is refreshing, and humbling.

If I took money from my rentals from my mother, I could but then it would disrupt my sub-conscious mind. I must create this scarcity in order to work. Otherwise i will not work.

I have so much bliss it is difficult for a person like me to have any ambition because everything is already fulfilled inside. It is like a billionaire being challenged by another billionaire to earn more. there is not much point the former will think.

Yet I must go on with my life. We all must go on.