a sign of sadness

May 13, 2019
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Where is my life heading I often wonder?

then I am reminded of the deep crisis I was and from which I was rescued through events I had not consciously thought of or even imagined, though many I had visualized.

Sometimes the lack of work and challenge frustrates me and scares me, but then i know this is the phase I need to go through and I calm down.

Yesterday my wife had an anger fit out of an outdated issue. It was a karma I had to complete also.

Today I fixed a client’s problem that was not even a problem in the first time.

After attaining samadhi, all these negative experiences feel and seem so different. I just see them totally detached, and i see even the causuality before and after the event.