Today I woke up with dreams in which I felt incomplete, mistaken and wanting. I also dreamt that there was some kind of proposal that I had completed and someone asked me to put a cover on it to make it more beautiful. And the subconscious is always one step ahead of the conscious. I always know that it is preparing me for either good or bad that’s gonna happen on that day. Today I’m got a call from a partner who said that the proposal I sent to a bank was getting positive reviews and he needed some more documents which I provided.
Last year was totally transformative and I lived in the world that I cannot even imagine at this point and I don’t know how I could have lived in that world but now it’s over. I’m back to the world that I have there and I don’t know how long it will take for me to get back on my feet in this old world that I have left. In fact, it was not only the last year but I had left this world 10 years ago. In those 10 years I got so much knowledge that I did not have, as well as skills and I went into the depths of my soul that would not have otherwise been possible. Now I need to start again in the world that I left 10 years back.
At times I wish that like in the so many instances in the last 10 years I could again fail and not to have to work hard like in those days. But I know that the world is calling me and time has come. It is now just a matter of who is the worthy one to receive me the new me the enlightened me. Whatever workout received I know that it should be in my control after all those learnings and I’m not going to be carried away like I was in my last avatar. We never cease to make mistakes and its is the same for me.
I didn’t know exactly which proposal will materialized but one or two will and given that I have nothing to do now and my mind is empty without all the distractions of last year yet with all the creative power that I developed in that. I can’t just imagine all the amount of power I have and the impact I will be having in the world. It is just amazing just to think about it what are the capable of doing and what I would actually be doing with all my new powers.
