The gods or my gurus or whatever they are or even my higher self or future self, are orchestrating events in my life to guide me. Like the subconscious mind they cannot talk to us directly. They speak through events, mostly external. I don’t think every event is a message from the gods like every…

I feel like renunciant. I feel i don’t belong to this world or to any world, except mine. I feel a pull from my inner being. I don’t abide to the rules of the world. If the world followed my rules, what would happen? i have not thought about it because i didn’t design those…

My world has changed once again but i was not aware of it until i was deep in meditation and it was revealed to me. Now I am making the necessary changes to survive in my new reality. But i just wonder how are people living without such a close connection to this higher intelligence?…

Having attained the highest level of consciousness at 45, with all my life ahead of me, makes me both marvel and wonder what to do with the remaining years. I feel lethargic because i know I succeeded in all aspects of life I started with. But even if I died, i still would need to…

Here I am living a life of a retired man. I didn’t want to live this life at 60, 70 or even 80. It is too important part of living to postpone it so far away and so near to death. I have always loved to stare at nothingness. In the great life that I…