Having attained the highest level of consciousness at 45, with all my life ahead of me, makes me both marvel and wonder what to do with the remaining years.
I feel lethargic because i know I succeeded in all aspects of life I started with. But even if I died, i still would need to do something.
Total peace, and bliss and a sense of knowing all, fills me. yes the proverbial Sat Chit Anand. it is as if i am on drugs.
