before corona virus, already my life had reached a peak. I was busy and unknown opportunities were coming to me. I thought that:
- i was 46 and would wait till my son completes class 12 before I embark in traveling to discover the world
- i would take up a consulting work at the bank
- i would become a consultant to the college
- I could accept training work as they came
- in this way life would pass
Such a life is still not improbable but with the world economy collapsed, if i want to work, I will have to change my aims.
I don’t know where will the world go, no one knows.
I am now 47. I missed my swimming season. This is the thing i miss the most.
I also miss giving training and facing people, but not that much.
Money was never important to me but at least it made me feel worthy. However with billions out of work, i have no desire to be earning too much, or anything currently.
I write here and I feel in company. I don’t know who you are who is reading this but no one knows these hidden thoughts except you.
May be when you are reading this I will be venerated like the buddha that I am, but I don’t care because most likely I would be dead by then.
So coming back to the topic of this blog, truly now I don’t know what my aim is. All i know is that i need to every day, every hour, every min in a meaningful way. Otherwise like many of the billions i will be wasted.
