2 types of money
I had an amazing sexual dream today. However the meaning is more likely related to my work where I should be able to perform like a stallion with people being fully receptive. This is exactly how things unfolded today. Everything is going good except the confusion about my pay. Why does this dilemma always occur?…
Psychobiology
With my last 30+ classes of motivation to the students of class 11, I realize I have very close finding the single topic I am willing to commit myself to for the rest of my life that will encompass all my knoweldge. This field is: PSYCHOBIOLOGY or BIOPSYCHOLOGY With this topic I can integrate the…
My new strategic thinking
Lately I am having thoughts that I am old and geting older every day. It follows that I cannot rely on my od strategies for business thinking. That od way can be stated as: Do whatever you feel urged to do. Get as much money from the client as you can Become the center of…
A brighter future
I am still undecided about how to present my ideas to the new college. I have failed too much I guess to have any hopes of long term employment with any client. It is sad. At times I wonder why it has to be that way. Always in hindsight i think that the failure was…
A dilemma
I had a very good long nap after so many days of busyness. I think of the direction of my career now, a lot with this new opportunity that I am sitting on. I dont know if I should pursue it till the end or just let it pass like all those before it. Have…
So much learning
Finally the college training project is reaching completion, 2 classes left. Wow. It has been a great journey into the psyche of 16 to 20 years old, 1500 of them in 20 days. I got to know each one of them, their struggles, their pain, their cures. Today I feel like I am back from…
My crown of knowledge
The classes at the college are finally reaching an end. I have been repeating the same thing for 30+ times. I managed to learn and improve tremendously. The knowledge I developed in unique and revolutionary. I have finally applied the theory that were so distant in the Gita into a usable relatable framwork. I am…
What I could have been
Today is another in my new life with the college. Someone asked me if i had come as permanent. I was taken aback as after singapore it was the first time anyone mentioned that word to me. I have worked in so many places over the years. Nothing lasted. I always wonder if it was…
being a different man
I am feeling something new , strange. As i work for this new client, despite all the high hopes I am given, I do not feel the attachment I used to feel before. It is because I have been betrayed so many times. is it good or bad? I now dont have my hopes high…
Being the next Buddha
A week ago I had a dream where my guru ordered me to remove a necklace of flower I was wearing. I did not understand at that time. Anything about neck is related about ego. Now I realize it means that I must embrace my new identity: free, enlightened, the next Buddha, without fear.