Today is another in my new life with the college. Someone asked me if i had come as permanent. I was taken aback as after singapore it was the first time anyone mentioned that word to me.
I have worked in so many places over the years. Nothing lasted. I always wonder if it was my fault or it is the will of god. the answer is both, i know but still i wish i could say it is the fault of others.
I could have got stuck at so many places and have had a totally different life:
- Huma Kanta’s QMI
- Elite network and Trishakti Joshi
- Steve Morris
- Whitehouse college and Yubaraj Joshi
- NCC bank and Ratna Raj
- Ace Travels and Arjun Dharel
- Bindu Hardware and Suman
- Indreni and Shambhu
- Boston college and Anand chand
- Shankar Pokhrel and his wild ideas
- Rajesh dai and agro
- Owner of 2 companies
Now I have left all of them go. I have no regrets. There was nothing glamorous with any of them. None of them would be the next google or microsoft.
I could have become many things if I was easily attached:
- Judo player
- Engineer
- MBA professor
But i took non of these paths.
Deep inside I knew I was a yogi who had renounced kingdoms in my past lives, so giving up these small doses of seretonin by being the boss of tiny organizations or even google, would have meant nothing big for me.
I am back in the material world having given up everything.
But now i had wished to be:
- part of a big bang for 10 years
- part of a big college for 10 years
- part of a big group for 10 years
For now only the 2nd is coming up. But having been betrayed so many times , i feel no excitedment but no less enthusiasm.
Lets see.
