I am feeling something new , strange. As i work for this new client, despite all the high hopes I am given, I do not feel the attachment I used to feel before. It is because I have been betrayed so many times. is it good or bad?
I now dont have my hopes high on anything. That is good. it doesn’t mean that I am not motivated. It just means that I don’t have high hopes that the client will retain me before he gets a change of hearts.
So it is good just different.
In many ways all those relationships were self-sabotage because I am destined never to be bound. yes it feels empty but it is the way i am.
