A recurring thought is coming. All the people I met in my life : will I ever meet them again ; do they remember me ; do they ever care to meet me ?
I want to meet many of them but to seek to meet actively someone one or both of the following conditions must be met :
1. I must want something from them
2. I must have something to give them
Such a relationship doesn’t exist with anyone I knew in the past. Isn’t it amazing? Now and then some people from the past seek to meet me for one of the above two reasons although it’s mostly the first reason.
If I tried to meet anyone from the past they would think I too want something from them. Sometimes we get contacted to come to a party (reason 2). So I don’t try to meet them.
Why do I have this desire to meet people from my past ?
I think it is because I want to show them that I treasured knowing them. But this reason is too abstract for anyone to understand. They’ll think at best that it’s an attempt to repent over something.
So the next best thing is to create circumstances whereby I need to contact these people from the past.
