I was sick after such a long time that I just needed a break and it was good two or three days of complete rest. I’m feeling bored now that I’m feeling better but I still need to get some rest because I would otherwise get some pains in the body. I would resume normal life tomorrow onwards.
Swimming is the best part of my life in Nepal but even that gets boring overtime and last year it was so boring by the end of the season that I had to drag my feet to the pool but I kept on because I knew that I had to do it. In the earlier years I would have to travel out of the valley often and that would make swimming more special. In the earlier year I got lung diseases like Corona and Dengue so that made swimming even more valuable. To last year and neither any sickness nor any business to go out of the valley so it was the same routine over and over again so the few days that I had to skip swimming I think we’ll go a long way for this year also to make it less boring in the future.
I don’t know what’s gonna happen this year is it gonna be a slow year for nothing to do like last year. I don’t know but the economy is so bad here that things aren’t tough. Unlike last year I would not be losing myself in my spiritual world because I have come out of it with what I was looking for. So something will materialize I don’t know exactly what and I don’t know if I really wanted it that way but there is no turning back now and even if things get really hectic or cumbersome I know that this time I can say no and I can quit during the process and it’s better than to incur sin and where the consequences like I have in the recent month.
I had forgotten that I had this blog to talk my feelings away. But there is a charm, a mystery about the possibility that someone might be reading my diary as I just submitted now or maybe in the future 10 years 20 years or even after I die. Of course they might find something incriminating or some clause by character if there are such unscrupulous people they will never stop at anything. This is just a blog for me to express myself.
I was so bored but now I’m OK as I realize that it’s better for me to make a blog here than watching a movie and they are not in any good movies on TV now and even Netflix doesn’t have a show that I’m looking for called taxi driver in which Robert de niro stars.
So I do what I do the best all write on by blog for future reader to read and study me while I exercise and dance to the rhythm of the techno music that plays in my speakers and while I am traveling the roads of Paris here today on my screen. This is as good as traveling.
In fact for me traveling is this just walking in the streets of a city and just experience the architecture the people and the energy that the combination of the architecture and the people produce.
