The event marked the end of my spiritual quest that began when I was 17. There is nothing else that would have marked the ending of that long journey of mine. But now things are very different and I completed the spiritual aspect of my life at least up to now. I’ve completed the basics of uniting my male energy with my female energy which was the hardest and most complicated of all spiritual practices that even the greatest of Masters have not achieved. But I achieved it. What fruits will this attainment bear is yet to be seen but based on the dream that I see lately they are going to be very magnanimous and I don’t want things to be rushed because I don’t seek honor any opulence more than I have now and dishonor, mockery that I am so used to. then I don’t know if I want to change that and they recognize more or even worshipped.
I remember when I was seventeen and I was overtaken by this energy and I was able to experience things that I don’t want to write here and I will write in a book later on. I was not scared because I knew what it was. The answer is what I never found to the questions about what is it that was happening and how does it occur and with whom does this occur.
However in the year or even the month in which I became 50 years old I finally got the answers to all those three questions. Not only the answer to those three but I also got the answer to the questions what you do with this knowledge empowered how to use it efficiently and properly, what is the scope of this power that I have come up what are my limitations counter how to explain this in scientific terms so that the future generation can understand and learn how to teach this new power to the generation of enlightenment seekers.
The power that I attained came at such a high price by the end which is because of this event but there’s no other way and I don’t blame anybody and that is my quality that enabled me to be who I am and to attend this power which no mortal has ever attained in this creation.
You might ask how am I so sure that I am the first and only one to attain this power. Well that would take me some time to write my proof of my claim and it’s not important even that I am the fast and only one with this power is what it means to me and to the world that I live in currently. how will the world benefit from what I have attained when would it benefit, who will be affected these are the questions that I have and I don’t have an answer of right now.
