It has been 1.5 years since I have not published on my blog due to some technical reasons. Thanks to the faith of my host provider friend, this blog has survived all those years despite my own thought of killing it. I don’t know where it is going. I began writing on this since 2006 I think, so it is more than 15 years and it has not yielded any results that I know of. But then I have been writing on it because I have this narcissist idea that I am great man in the making and people in the future will need to see how my spiritual self and inner self had evolved over the years. If I am right, they will be happy, very happy to have so much documentation on my life which truly reflects my inner journey. This one I have never shared to any living person for the reason that they would not understand, would not care, and if they could both understand and cared, they could provide no guidance. Thus I just wrote all those years.
These blogs are more than a diary but also a guide to future followers of mine. There will be millions of them in my lifetime, although I will be very old by then. However this is the way I wanted it in this life.
More to follow in my subsequent blogs.
Thanks Govinda jee.
