After so much reflection i am coming at peace with my days in singapore. i always felt i owed everything to steve but i realize when it was my turn i have done as much life changing help to many people at my cost. i never regret to have given them, and lost in the…

As i contemplate on the state of affairs of the world and my own life, i wonder: is this it? is the end of my career? am i retired for good? then i read about Elon Musk. this guy is super ambitious. is he living life and me wasting it? i don’t know why i…

My life is changing every day, transforming into something , what exactly i don’t know. earlier i missed my training days, travelling, meeting new people, and simply being listened to, solving problems no one else could, connecting. I realized that it was still possible and i should do it with 1 hour long youtube training…

After many days i feel a bit depressed by the degrading situation in kathmandu due to corona virus. Definitely i will not be able to swim this year. Before i used to be content that i was failing but the world was doing great and if i decided to work again, there would be someone…

I don’t miss any people I met before. I am strange. I don’t feel any need to connect with anyone. It is just i know all these relationships are conditional. Unless I gave they would not give and vice versa. yes there was lot of goodwill but again it was conditional. If a condition that…

Listening to songs on youtube take me back to days of many years ago i had not remembered. Each correct song brings back old memories and feelings, where i had left off. my singapore days my life before 12 in paris my budhanilktha days Not much resonance on: ku days st xaviers days 2004 back…

I have reduced thoughts in my mind to a dramatic minimum. I guess this makes me very powerful. I have no worries at 48. I have everything and nothing. Because my life has been a perfect play of the mode of nature to give me everything i need when i needed it. Success gives people…