Too old and Too young

July 8, 2012
3 min read

It was  a good day until i received negative feedback about one of my actions which i knew had the potential of such.  I wasn’t surprised about the negative but i was affected.

What is it with me?

Have I become too old to work with customers?

I’ve handled so much difficult situations in my life that little threats are meaningless.  My actions have analysis in so many planes.  But i guess i was upset because others did not imagine the dimensions i was working and just saw it as an emotional response.

I am always aware of the Gita that says that normal minded people can’t understand the doings of the enlightened person.

Am i deluded.  May be but behind all greatness there is some kind of delusion.

I can’t blame others not to understand my higher modus operandi.

I know i was thinking in multiple dimensions that don’t make sense to any one at the present.

I remember when as  a yout h i made mistakes of the same kind.  At that time i knew my mistake.

But now i don’t see it as my mistake and that is why ask myself, “am i too old?” or “am i too young?”

Too old for what and too young for what?

Too old to work in the customer service industry with ass-holes as customers whom you have to worship despite fully hating their attitude and behavior very much because they are your source of income.

Too young to be able to act from the higher level so that those in the lower level don’t get shocked and follow me.

May am i too old and too young at the same.

Gee may be this current business of making customers is not my forte.  As a consultant i have earned so much respect that it got in my head probably.  I just can’t stand selling a commodity when i was selling a monopoly value that no one except could give.

Do i want to continue consulting in a commodity style industry with no added value except kissing asses and taking blows in ones self respect like a Mc Donalds (for staffs).

Should we let customers behave like spoilt brats just because they threaten to go next door?

In the USA this practice has been cause of hear disease.

Nepal is catching up.

But come on, i think that no society should allow customers to get away by giving pain to one’s staffs just because of empty threats of leaving.

What kind of karma such customers will carry is frightening.  But do they care?

Anyways i think that i  both too old and too young.