i was afraid that my state of high alertness and empowerment was a temporary one owed to surge in Adrenalin but it is not so. Instead it is a permanent increase in my level of endorphin due to the high level of endorphin-cortisol stress I had to experience lately.
I realize that that there was so much energy of mine being dispersed. It had to be that way because i had to learn in those diverse areas and I was not ready to the full force of mine. What will i do with so much power and focus? I don’t know yet but the ascended masters will guide me towards that.
I could not imagine a calmness like this one. it is not only immense but it is infinite calmness. i feel a cold freezing fire in my eyes. my mind is quiet and in total control. my body is straight and unbend-able.
What am I getting ready for?
