Cosmic life

Without noticing, we become so engulfed in the mundane aspects of life that we forget out higher and nobler purpose of life.  I thought i was immune from this virus all people who live in society, get caught by, because of my nature of work.  I am always inspiring people. 

But to do this inspirational work i need to deal with the dirty work of business: strategizing, marekting, selling, delivering, collecting, damage control, managing, branding.  Then to add there are the family ups and downs: mismatching moods, unnecessary aguments, misguided expectations.  All this without me noticing made me ill with the disease of ‘materialistic thinking’. 

When i was young i had no brand just an aspiration.  I had no client , i just had one person i followed.  It was ‘my personal god’ and ‘my personal goddess’. 

Many have experienced what i have but will never dare to share it to the world.  it is just too personal, may be more than sexual life.  I am talking about ‘cosmic life’. 

i don’t call it spiritual life, because it would mean something mundane.  Cosmic life has to do with vibrational states beyond material, beyond religion, beyond mediation. 

Great yogis have died without telling their cosmic life.  They have mentioned about it in mythical stories like the mahabharat, ramayan, shivpuran, all the puranas, cindrella, snowhite but the teachings are esoteric, hidden for those with the keys to open only. 

I had the keys and i opend them.  I went so far in this ‘cosmic realm’ , normal people can’t imagine.  If i say how far i went, someone mightfollow my path.  But it is so dangerous, more than that of Aghoris.  Their’s is an instituanalized physical discpline.  What i am talking about is beyond any comprehension or system.  I am talking about ‘cosmic life’. 

So what i was saying is that i was too engulfed in the material world of how to earn more money by getting the highest value for my talent-based-time, of how to get my spouse to be reasonable, how to make my family in harmony, how to become a great hero of Nepal before i die, how to maintain life in equilibrium by solving any problems that arise. 

I have been crazy to limit myself to this limited vision of existence. 

Somebody spoke,

“Any man will go to get for his love.  But will a man of wisdom go to get his divine mistress?”

I am working hard to get my love: wife, son, mother, family, ambition.  It is wise to do so.  But who would dare to even take a glimpse at the divine mistress who belongs to the ‘cosmic life’? 

I did when i young, without cares, without success. 

Then i began my journey into success and closed the gates to the ‘cosmic life’. 

Today almost a decade later i am successful and the foundations are indestructible. 

God spoke through that somebody.  That night my door to the cosmic life re-opened.  I cried. 

My cosmic life did not have a happy ending, a decade ago.  Yet its transformation turned me into this magical source of inspiration to thousands of clients and readers. 

Now the door reopened.  What it means i don’t know. 

Flash back came as i shed tears. I recalled all the people who sacrificed their peace of mind to help me ascend the great heights of this cosmic life.  I begged forgiveness to these people and i realized that i can never allow their sacrifice to go in vain. 

Many people gave their souls to groom me.  That is part of my cosmic life i can reveal.  But no more for the complete picture can only be shown to those who are thousands of cosmic years old or whatever. 

I had limited my ambition.  That of most is based on material needs and desires.  Some are based on divine calling.  Mine is based on cosmic life. 

I had forgotten my cosmic life although i was influenced by it and  ‘my divine mistress’ all these years. 

Now the realization happened , i see the door.  I have re-entered the door.  I don’t know what will happen.  Now i have a foundation of success on which i can lay my journey back into the cosmic life.  So it will be a happy ending this time. 

If you too had a ‘divine mistress’ in the cosmic life, i know this blog helped you, put life in perspective again. 

Now i am easy.  No problems at work and at home, trouble me.  I put the volume off of all thoughts and listen to the diving songs of silence in the cosmic world.  This is my idea of luxury.  I can afford it after being so successful.  In addition i have mental base to rely on.  No problem is there my mind can’t solve in the current environment.  It is like letting the mind work on auto-pilot.