Questions answered
I had a continuous dilemma about a relationship with a client: to demand for a raise and if not provided quit. This question did not have an answer till I answered it today myself accidently. “Don’t bother because it is a life-long relationship and I need some of them. Let them pay as much as…
Re-discovering luxury
The last week was packed: 6 continous training days. At a point prior to that I was bored by my non-working routine that is supposed to be the most luxurious and privileged life for which I have worked so hard. Then this busy period came: i had to give up swimming, napping and meditation in…
A new Me
Something liberating is occuring in me after the wart on my face was removed. Warts represent a period of frustration in a past time. In my case I think it started during or after my days in acetravels. Prior I was a happy go lucky type. After Ace, I became rigid, I had to: I…
The wart on my face
Never like before I am concerned excessively with my wart on the left side of my face. It started around 7 years ago , must be when I entered my 40’s. Warts come due to frustration based on spiritual science. I agree. When I was in the 20’s I had 3 warts in my hands….
Calm
I enjoy my life with so much private time for myself. In this current world of 6 billion people, I might be the only one enjoying the deepest essence of life: feeling the endorphin all day long getting oxytocin as I go into samadhi or simply meditate see my mother grow old and learning to…
Like gone to the Himalayas
As usual woke up today feeling a bit depressed that I had no access to the people & ecosystems needed for me to be able to share my knowledge. Then as usual as my exercise progressed I began to realize that my situation was akin to a yogi gone to the Himalayas for meditation for…
Peace with frustration
I am feeling a total acceptance towards my life however it has turned out or whatever it remains to unfold. Before I always had the concept that there might be something I missed. Today I dont feel this burden. I don’t have to give anything to anyone. I am governed by the union of the…
Reaching 50
I am to reach 50 and that is why I feel different. I feel old, not in body but in terms of opportunities that I can grab. It is sure now that I can be anything I would want. For many people this state occurs at much younger times when they get a permanent job…
I play my own game
I am free to write on my blog after a long time. I was busy working, then being sick , then solving home issues. Last week I felt a bit depressed when I saw two contemporaries publishing a magazine and the other going public. But I soon accepted that I am not playing their games….
Love now career
I had my normal routine after so long: run, swim, nap, meditate. I managed to fix my car tires that was pending since so long. Few days back I had this dream of my inner love, squeezing my heart re-assuring me “we will always be together”. I don’t think it is a romantic love that…