today is my birthday and and I don’t know but I have this sense that life will change into something different. Every year I feel this way. But nothing changes and it is okay. I will call whatever thinking or feeling last year doing my birthday. And I know that it is something totally different that I am today, every year being the same.
the good thing about my life better is that it doesn’t matter what a wish instead what matter is I get the things why it is right time and this is a blessing that people do not usually know. There is no point for my wish of fame and fortune to be realised now or even last year or the last few years because my personal life required me to fail so that could do stuff that I would not have been able to do if I was successful.
so I am not say that through my failures I have found the ultimate success.
