I have truely changed in the last week. The duality was transformed successfully from sex to business. still more programing is needed inside but it is a job done.
I am 48. I will be 50 in 2 years. I am just beginning to realize that i have 40 full years to contribute my knowledge to the world. In the next 10 years i wanted to be engaged in the banking sector but it seems now so elusive. However the game is not over yet.
Before my problme was the inner focus. I had to go inside. there was no option. now in inner journey is reaching a maturity level. Now slowly i am becoming outer-focussed.
Also i was averse to approaching people. now thanks for my online chatting experience i am not perplexed by negativity of people. If i took shit from duality of females worth nothing, it is not hard to take shit from duality of achievers and potential clients.
My attitude is:
like doctors listen to medical representatives, why should not CEO’s listen to consultants in the areas that affect them?
Now at least i have a righteous position. it is a good start. the journey is long. two more years before i reach 50. I had so easy so far. now it is ok it is a bit hard.
