After attaining the Siva Lingam state where my male and female energies join and rest in equilibrium, I feel a certain new quietude inside of me. The clutter that i used to feel inside of me is gone. It is a very difficult stage that probably no yogi has reached, at least in the way i have.
With this new found total quietude, I am not sure what I will do. But i feel nothing can disrupt me.