Today has been another day of inner power.
I began listening to gamma binaural beats during cycling. It did what i thought it would. it helped be stay in the manipur chakra. not only that in bubbled up all the memories of my days of external activities.
There are so many things i regret, that i am ashamed of and that i simply wished i had not done, said, or i had said and done.
But in the heat of the moment i did or did not do these.
my life of activity was always short lived as if it was always meant to be a transit and not a destination.
at first it was to develop skills. Later it was to earn enough money to pay for my house, car and investments. once the objectives were fulfilled i would lose the grip on the 3rd chakra and either rise up or down.
only today did i understand why this was so.
Brahma is the symbol of the 3rd chakra. at first he had 5 heads. one at the top, one that blocked in self-control preventing him from chasing his own created daughter. Basically he crossed the limit, like i did.
Then Siva cut his 5th head at the top. this means that i transcended the 3rd chakra.
Now i know that soon i will be living from the 3rd chakra but this time with only 4 heads. Thanks god. My master said it will on nov 7th. I don’t what it is but i am open.
