Lately I am feeling different. May be I have become more tolerant and less anxious about career and life. Maybe I feel more certain about my destiny.
My samadhi is become more perfect. Thus I need to meditate more intensely during exercise time and may be that is causing the tiredness. I am able to reach samadhi in fully rested state to tired state except when I am very tired and my body can’t sit.
My life has not changed but something inside has changed deeply. The feeling is supported by the dreams of exams.
However samadhi is my priority because after I end this life, I will have to enter into maha samadhi. So I must practice and it can never be enough. It took me 47 years to reach samadhi in this life after finishing so many karmas. There are still more karma to finish but now they will be finished along side the samadhi state.
