Thought of the day
short write ups containing insights relating to the present
superity complex
Maybe I suffer from a very superior complex. I mostly think I am above others in terms of ability, knowledge, intention. But I don’t meet anyone, so this is not a problem. When I meet people it is too short a time for these things to come out & in training or counseling I conceal…
the world has changed
May be the world was never like this. i just feel it is a reflection of what is inside me. my calmness, my serenity all around me. the world stopped. everyone is wrong for the first time. people learning to be canceled upon people learning to have to justify their existence people needing to look…
A day in lockdown
Today is cold after many days of sunshine. I stopped worrying about the lockdown and I am taking as a part of life. Every body’s life is affected. Before it was only mine. I was sorry for the others. But I realize they too had to go through the same awakening process. To me because…
The perfect game theory
this lockdown is going to be a long haul. many people will not only lose their money but they lose their minds. it will be the greatest test on humanity ever because suffering was never so universal ever. there is escaping. it is the perfect game theory scenario: mix with other and you might catch…
the prophecy
I have had always a premonitions that I would be a man of great influence. But it never lasted because situations took me away from those positions. my life was always guided by an external force. As the corona virus increases its hold, I see possibility of the prophecy of my influence. The old holders…
Old power centers
I believe that the world has already changed due to the coronavirus. The old power structures are falling. Even men of god, had it wrong. They measured their success in the number of followers they commanded. The coronavirus proved that even in matters of spirituality, gathering masses isn’t the way. I don’t understand how one…
Corona virus: my concerns
I wonder what will happen as the corona virus is creating more havoc. I am sorry for the people who: are dead are infected dont’ have enough to eat are separated from loved ones lost their jobs lost their businesses But I am also sorry for myself because: I will have to wait for the…
Depressed
I felt extremely depressed last night, spilling over to this morning, although the upliftment has already occured. The reason is as usual for all cases of depression: foolish but it took its course. For me it was the fact that billions of people are jobless & most businesses collapsed . I have the notion that…
God’s war
There was a time I thought I would be the only one to be facing this nothingness. I am just shocked that now billions of people are in the same place I am: uncertain with cancellations ambiguita yes VUCA (volatality, uncertainty, confusion, ambiguity) In one way I feel a secret happiness that finally these proud…
continuous blessings
Yesterday I started at the 17th level in congregation with all other masters. It’s quiet as usual. Then I recieved the first blessing followed by about 10 continuous jolts on the crown, stomach. After about 30 min I was exhausted even physically but I continued & one last blessing came. Then it was quiet. Later…