Thought of the day
short write ups containing insights relating to the present
Prologue to a break
I am feeling unusually slow and peaceful. I feel like doing nothing. May be I am tired but with an increased meat diet, physical tiredness has decreased a lot. I think I am tired of living and its monotony. It is not that I am seeking andrenalin rush. I also don’t want that. I am…
the power of complaint
Last several days after the continuous trainings I got very tired. I don’t remember being this tired. Still because of my routine I worked out , swam, worked. I felt totally drained. I think it was because of my new style of training which is so much filled with in-depth knowledge. I never imagined people…
Trampoline
I finally got a trampoline after almost thinking of it for over 6 years and having read about Anthony Robbins used it daily. I got to test in the resort 5 years back. It did not feel so special but it felt good on both my body and mind. After working on my trampoline, I…
Travelling
I had a deep sleep last night. I have travelled a lot in upto now and after the corona lockdown I realized that there is no point of hyping this. Travel is just part of my job. Travel offers me a different state of mind. It differs at different times of life. sometimes i feel…
My blissful life
Today I felt much more upbeat than the last few days. Everything just lined up perfectly after a messy transit. As I was sipping tea yesterday from my window seat looking at the trees, I just recalled that I was living a 5 star resort life. I am so fortunate to have this life of…
Today’s teenagers
Few days back I had a relatively severe shock after talking with my son about how he spent his free time. I admited he watched youtube channels of youths about half cooked truths and conspiracy material. I had a stomach disorder upon this finding because I thought he was mature enough. the good thing is…
Andrenaline: my theory
Yesterday I saw 3 dreams of flying at will. It had been a long time. The night I was filled with andrenaline. Before I did not know what was the cause of this inner hear, excitedment and inabilibity to sleep. The first time I encountered it big time was the day of my first workshop…
2 types of money
I had an amazing sexual dream today. However the meaning is more likely related to my work where I should be able to perform like a stallion with people being fully receptive. This is exactly how things unfolded today. Everything is going good except the confusion about my pay. Why does this dilemma always occur?…
A Banker’s life!
As I was talking about my having no interest in bankers as such, my wife had to give up meeting her parents just because some over smart bosses from HQ wanted to visit. Heaven’s sake why do you guys make hell of other people’s life? I think these people so miserable that they have forgotten…
Facing the truth
It is a complicated thought which I had to write out. I got most of money that was stuck and thus as per my commitment I will pay off my own dues. But I have no liablities in my life except for that one. I will miss owing. But then I have to let go….