Thought of the day
short write ups containing insights relating to the present
Dopamine
It has been about 3 months since I re-started online chatting. This served me Calm myself like alcohol or cigarettes would do. I am filled with dopamine, esterogen, androgen & oxytocin. I discovered a lot about human biology or chemistry. I realise people get out of control & this phase become an addiction. In my…
Lucid Living
Did I tell you that I write down my dreams every night? It has been 1.5 years and have done it every night. After i wake up I get my mobile and write in short form. That can happen upto 6 times a night. then in the afternoon I edit into a readable format. Dreams…
I am a knowledge billionaire
I have this self-inflated idea that I am a billionaire in terms of knowledge for success in life, business and the inner self. Even Bill Gates can’t give money to anyone, so why should i as a knowledge billionaire be different? Definitely i cannot help everyone but I hold the potential. Eventually once I have…
I am back
It has been 1.5 years since I have not published on my blog due to some technical reasons. Thanks to the faith of my host provider friend, this blog has survived all those years despite my own thought of killing it. I don’t know where it is going. I began writing on this since 2006…
Random thoughts in lockdown
today my brain is fully learning mode. So it feels i am full in the brain. indeed I am reading so much. the deadline of the lockdown is approaching and i wonder what will happen. when the virus will go away, it will be a world unprecedented. I am listening to party songs. I had…
Boredom
I am feeling bored today. It has been the same routine for 2 months. Before i used to get calls to travel and be in new places. now that is all over. I am sad but others will be sadder still. But because I have this routine i don’t feel so bored. I can win…
Lockdown normal
it has been almost 2 months of lockdown. the feelings of loss, suffocation, anxiety all have gone. Even my wife has come to terms with this new life. I have attained so much in the 2 months. the total detachment that was not possible has been achieved. At times i wonder if this corona virus…
My next video series
Today also i could not do anything about my new videos about the Gita. This is the next series. The idea is so vast. I don’t know where to start. but it is time. I have read the gita since 17. 30 years. it has been so much part of me that i don’t know…
My worry
I get worried at times about my life or should i say my career. is it over? I am going to get no paid work ever again? who is going to pay for training or consulting? then i recall all the others who are worse off than me that is 99.99% of all. I am…
Lockdown journal
Before the corona virus lockdown I had questions inside me like: how long will it continue this way? Busy, running to exceed targets? As I was going to fetch my wife, I wondered is this routine going to go on till I’m 60? In the trainings, I wondered whether I am going to repeat the…