I had a deep sleep last night. I have travelled a lot in upto now and after the corona lockdown I realized that there is no point of hyping this. Travel is just part of my job.
Travel offers me a different state of mind. It differs at different times of life.
- sometimes i feel liberated
- sometimes I feel I am a different person, still married but without the daily obligations
- sometimes I enjoy the change in routine
- sometimes stay out at night, where it is possible
- all the time I explore the surrounding of my hotel
- before I used to behave like a big shot when problems occur
- now I stay quiet and in harmony when problems occur
- everytime I take travel as a time to reflect of my past
- mostly I recall the time when I had visited the place earlier and the people , their circumstances I had know them in
- sometimes I am happy to be away from my family
- sometimes I miss the daily obligations
At times I used to wish that I could travel internationally but then I realize there is no much difference internally. May be I could have a night life but besides that it is just a waste of time.
I realize I don’t like extended time outside like I had in kakani. That exhausts me and i always feel I am missing something.
So may be my life is really in Kathmandu afterall.
That life is really what I want.
