Beating the demon of doom

 

Life is tough that is why it is so much fun. 

I woke up this moring asking myself why i was born?  When will this uncertainty end?  What if nothing works?

But i always know that i have to get rid all these destructive thoughts, that belong to a dark force in the universe.  Some are attacked badly.  Others like me, are brushed by it enough to feel the monstrosity but not enough to paralyze us. 

So after waking up, i went for my morning management consulting session for a delegate from Bhutan.  I already felt better. 

Then a call came to invite me to deliver a training on the coming sat.  I felt even better.

Then i came back home, and started writing a paper for a manager’s conference of a bank that i had been consulting since the last two years.  I finished the paper and sent it to the corporation.  I felt even better.

Then i had to collect some money from a school that were renting my compound wall to put their ad.  I also had to scold the principal for some lack of appreciation for my contribution to her school.  She agreed, apologized and thanked me.  I felt better.

Then i had to complete a report from another consutling project.  I finished it and only left is to send. I felt better.

I made calls to clients who had not invited for some.  I felt better.

I networked with another trainer for a workshop request by a college principal inviting him.  I felt better. 

I did some research on my next venture: network marketing or distributorship.  I felt better. 

I did some reading from a book by spencer johnson on one minute selling.  I felt better.  I realized i had doing waht he says as a consultant and motivator.  how else could i succeed without missing for all those years? 

So it has been a productive day.  This is how you beat the demon of doom feeling: through productive action. 

I guess if this demon was not there pounding every morning on me, i would not be as fit as i am in every respect, physically, to career and income wise.