Manohar Man Shrestha: Management Consultant / Trainer / Writer/Venture Capitalist
Manohar Man Shrestha: Management Consultant / Trainer / Writer/Venture Capitalist
I’m in a rut
My heart is so heavy today because I look ahead into my diary and there is nothing. I both scared & frustrated. My idea has failed so far. I just don’t know what to do now. Usually I always have an answer but after my last experiment failed, I’m totally disillusioned and that’s good. Specially…
Happy to be miserable
Yesterday was a battle with emptiness. All my strategies to materialize my new reality as a billionaire have failed one by one. Now i don’t know what else to do. I don’t need to do anything and the world will be happy. However I’d have leg am incomplete life. Frankly i don’t need any more…
Standing up again
I was so depressed since this morning.After 2 years spent on this idea of mine giving time , money and sacrificing other opportunities I haven’t made a profit. so many leads , listings and a perfected system but none materialized. I’ve done the observation, made inferences and even drew a conclusion. But I just felt…
Death while living
These past 3 months have been very different than the last 15 years since i started my career in Nepal. I’ve never been so jobless ever. But i was able to give full time to my idea. That too hasn’t worked out. Failure after failure. Yet I’m happy. Having succeeded so much i can afford…
A day of melancholy
Today i woke up with a dream of frozrn legs again and that me frustrated the whole day . I didn’t try to get rid of this feeling as i wanted to bask in it today. I allowed myself to feel melancholy because i can afford it. This is true wealth not the money to…
2nd kind of Enlightenment reached
The business model and system of my billion dollar idea is complete today. Wow. It has been an incredible 2 years. Now this year i must rebuild my training empire i left 10 years ago. I was born to be a teacher of life. Lately I’ve been seeing the Buddha’s image hanging around me signifying…
Rebranding myself
I never imagined that I would have a brand problem. I thought it was other people s problem as my image was simply I’m a trainer and management consultant. But I found out at the right time. Too late and I’d not be able to rebrand it because of lack of energy too early I’d…
My lost decade
A few times or more in my desperate mood i thought i will need to migrate to the USA to get work. But i realise it is not my needing migration but my attitude. I wrongly believed people will remember me when they needed training but they didn’t because i never reminded them. Now it…
Morning blues gone
No morning blues have occurred since months. This a a state of depression i wake to most mornings since decades. I experienced the first bout in the afternoon while on a visit to a hospital with my mother when i was 20. What seemed like many voices shouting loud told me that i couldn’t do…
Scared
If you are reading this then I’m writing on my blog after two months or more. I was busy with my videos on fb and linkedin. But today i really needed to write as what i write here the world at large need not know and can’t understand. People think I am just smart but…