Today I feel so normal in my new high level of endorphin stage. I had this dream where I was putting fuel in two or three white aircrafts on the runway. The fuel was green. I sent out two proposals that could really change my career in the coming decade. Again I don’t have my hopes too high or not ever hopes or my thoughts moving too far because in the past five years I’ve had such opportunities come and go without any air.
Whereas I like to have some work and yes maybe some money I don’t want too much work and I do not need money. Isn’t it so amazing that anyone should say that they don’t need money and they don’t want money. This is my conclusion that I have enough money and I’m not going to stress myself out to have more money but if I have to take money then I will but then I have to think of how I will spend it and I cannot just be responsible and keep accumulating like I did before because with large amounts of money there is gonna be more responsibilities, if not the money will be taken away from you in the worst possible ways.
I don’t want to be making mistakes I made earlier in my career when it’s gonna start again now. It is so amazing that when people do not know anything they are so sought after but when they know everything then people shun them away. Maybe their Karma is to get screwed and that’s why they need a blind man to lead them like I was in my earlier career but now I am so clear and so wise that it will be impossible for me to guide anybody wrongly. Maybe there is nobody out there who deserves to find the truth and find true success which is not poisoned or corrupted. Such a person such people that deserve self relation and a pure uncorrupted success then they will find me.
Yes I think this is a reason why my career was in a slowdown. There needs to be clients who deserve to be guided by me the new name the me that is devoid of the wrong motivators. But lately the few people that are coming around as I told you about the two proposals maybe they are the deserving ones. lets see how it unfolds.
