No anxiety

July 28, 2019
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The anxiety I used to face about my future career prospect is dissolving slowly. It is almost absent. After the 18th July 2019, enlightenment day, I just know my path in the future. I also know that the set back I faced was necessary and it is my foundation. Now even i am very busy I know what i must have in life.

There are still so many unanswered questions but I have found the proper way i know.

Several paths lie ahead of me. I am not sure which one to take. but it will become clear with time.

I have lived with harmony in my life. I am happy.

Still my calender is partially empty for next month, but I am no perplexed. I just know it will work out. Last months were unexpectedly good, double sales. Again without my direct interventions.

the next routine of my life is becoming clearer and more concrete: 1 open wks per week. It is clear i am not going to do with a restaurant and by my self. I will do it through another company:

  • an existing client
  • a new client
  • a national daily
  • a TV channel

After i do this filling my calendar with paid work will not be hard. I will able to increase my fees to reduce increasing demand. Well it is all wishful thinking for now. But then it is only natural.

I don’t wish to be part of a group so as to avoid the awkwardness of loneliness. No I have always embraced this.