Watching is hard

April 6, 2024
1 min read

I realize i dont be nice to everyone. I don’t have to educate everyone. I don’t have to heal everyone.

I can just be myself to everyone and behaving reciprocatively: be nice, educate and heal those who make me feel good and ignore who don’t and not blame them. it is just way it is: not everyone is born to be happy and free like me. let them find the temporary, illusionary yet acclaimed happiness and freedom they seek.

it is just hard to allow this madness in people close to you but then this is what they took birth for.

To learn to watch people destroy themselves, is a hard skill, yet we have to learn.

I guess the greatest good I can do for now in this life to to write my books.