Today everyone is celebrating a festival called holi. But I’ve chosen not to smear others and allow them to smear me with water and colour powder. My wife hates this day because of old memories of forceful play before the police was strict. But me I don’t like it because it disrupts my inner peace.
To most people fun is interacting with others freely by teasing one another. But to me it is my listening to them and enjoying their lives perception.
When i was young holi was a way to express masculinity. I realize it was madness. Now a days its a commercially viable day. Lots of money is made today by gathering lots of people in one place and displaying your brand there.
Today i seek absolute inner peace that can never be shaken. My vision is still not clear. I’ve suddenly got so much time I’m like dazzled by the beaming sun. Time created by my spiritual quest and material attainment. I’m creating more time as I’m only increasing both.
It means like before if i took 5hours to do something I’m taking 1 hour and thus more time. Soon it will take 1 min. It can be a physical work or mental work.
With every passing day I’m able to connect to the source in more intricate and deeper ways.
Truly there is no one like me and I’ve given up on finding anyone who can and will guide me. Only my higher self can at this stage onwards.
