Non-earning days: fasting for the soul
Think of it this way. I need money to survive. But as I into the process of earning money, i forget that it was to survive. Earning money is no more a means to survival but it becomes an obsession in itself. I live so i must earn. Please count the number of non-earning days…
As the river was passing…
By the riverside of chitwan , I feel like being at a beach . It has been a long time I wasn’t in front Of so much water.  I’m charging myself for up Coming busy times. I saw myself shaving while driving in a dream. It must mean busy times are coming.  I…
A romantic thought…
Red light. I was in my car yesterday. The rain was pouring. Beside me was my wife and baby. We were in a mood. One that came after so much pain. I never gave up: I was never going settle to for less than a happy marriage. So many differences were narrowed and contextualized.  …
Art of eating forbidden fruits
I came back from a journey into a fantastic world Of pleasure.  It is not physical.  There I could break every physical and social rules.  I just wanted a break from being ME.  It is amazing what kind of pressure of one’s soul faces when it has to be a husband,…
Another day on the modern mystic’s path
Living the way i do, is really one of the most challenging ways of life. Being devoted to an art or to a passion is a tough business. Not all people are singers or actors. I found my art to be in motivating and consulting and writing. i dont want to be doing anything else. …
Superman: why not?
It is an amazing feeling to know that your life is in your control. At 35, married, one kid, it is a difficult to feel this way. But i have lived life in a such way that i get more and more control of myself. I am not one-dimensional. I rejected the life of belonging to…
A Secret of the 21st century Mystic
To be a master of life is a very difficult thing. There is nothing such as rules. The bounderies of ethics are flexible. it is a highly paradoxical world. No one can help you at a certain level of enlightenment. Mainly because no one has ever been there. I have just come back from a…
Strategic waste of time
It is counter intuitive but many times you must waste time if you want to succeed.  Many people who never waste time and work endlessly will burn out or will me taking The train to the wrong success.  Also people who are not wasting time in full awareness are doomed to fail.  …
What is love?
Before getting 5 yrs deep in marriage I thought love was about being together in all ways : Physically emotionally mentally sexually career wise attitude wise  I couldn’t be more wrong.  No love means being together at a spiritual level. It is almost akin to being legally married. Actually it is the some…
Anger management by reflection
Anger is as that human beings face. Not only us but animals too face this problem. Sometimes i wonder how life would be nice if we did not have to get angry. Hey come to think of it. What a very dfferent kind of world it would be if no one knew how to get…