Living the way i do, is really one of the most challenging ways of life. Being devoted to an art or to a passion is a tough business. Not all people are singers or actors. I found my art to be in motivating and consulting and writing. i dont want to be doing anything else.Â
So many things are still not right. My writing is not paying me. I still need to market and sell my time. People cancel at the last hour. It is stressful when i am overloaded and frustrating when i have not business on hand.Â
People wonder why i have not grown big in terms of business.Â
The fact is taht i prefer to do consulintg on business having to take responsiblity of running a business. I am just good at consulting.Â
It is amazing how much sacrifice i must do to keep my soul alive.Â
I found out there are two type of people in terms of ambition: those who will do nothing for it and those who won’t stop for it.Â
The first type will wilter in a job. The other will reach his goal but will be totally burned out.Â
IT is just so tough to live in between.Â
My life is just different because i want the best of the material world adn spiritual world. If i had chosen just one, i knew all the mind techniques and destiny altering powers are with me, then i would have reached great heights by now. But for the universe to follow my orders is an extremly novel and tough job. So it is slow.Â
I have friends in both extremities of ambition. I like neither. I wish i could teach them my ‘modern mystic way’ but i can’ now as i am practioner only. I may reach success in this path in this life or not although i have a span of 50 years in vision.Â
one day may be someone will pause and ask me how i did it. But the most interesting question is ‘what i did’.Â
You will never imagine the answer to that question. i smile. it is a total paradox. It is insane yet it works.Â
WIll you be to one to hear my secrets to this ‘modern mystic path’?