A phase in my life
For A few months something haPpened in me that was different. An aggression took over me, nothing physical. On this plane I was unchaNged. no one sane his phase Come escalate and then die.  There was a spiritual and mental purpose of this phase or did I derive it from my powers of transformation…
Afternoon nap
I  had an afternoon nap after very long. For Some it’ is a long deserved break from reality. For others it is a means to escape from a day in which there is nothing to do.  Some So busy fantasize of this afternoon nap. Others frequently out of job dread it. To me afternoon…
Resentment
Salvation in the true Sense in when one Can stop any resentment to take any Solidity allowinf only by it be trensiont like Clouds.  Until lately I did not realize how much sap juices resentment takes away from life and happiness.  what grief is to death , resentment is to life.  Knowing…
Integration
The greatest gift god has given me is the ability to integrate learnings in one aspect of life into the other aspects of life. There is no need to separate , all take their own place. Â For example if I discover something about in life personal life I Come to its essence and apply…
Insight into Insights
Once in a while everyone gets a flash of insight but the story changes when you are paid to give insight on demand. That is what I believe people pay me for when they hire me as a management consultant.  How do insights come? First you have to observe the situation.  Then you have…
When i become rich…
When does one change Consciousness as he becomes rich from poor or poor to rich ?  Sure there is the nouveau riche Syndrom but I am talking Of Something deeper.  A person is so accustomed to his present state Of being that even when his circumstances change he is the same as before. …
The Changing tihar times
Tihar times are a good indicator of the changes that occur in Nepali society’s mentality in that year. Â This year no one Came to my house to play Deusi sOmelting similar to playing trickster on hellowyn. Just 5 years back there would have been 10 parties coming in. About 15 years ago there would…
In search Of Clarity
Clarity is a simple word but lalety I have Come to have a deeper appreciation for this word. I realize that every year I am becoming clearer. Here are issues that took years for me to be clear. ·        weight gain and Control ·        Love and marriage ·        Sexual desire and celibacy ·        Keys to…
What’s a great life?
I am humbled but the respect i recieve. That some people respect you is good but that most people respect you is great. Still if you have to act to get respect that is not so good but if people respect without you havint to act but be yourself, that is great. I’ve lived my…
Dying and getting fired: similarity
It was bad dream in that it left me almost in shock. I was fired from a job. Being a freelance management consultant, i have stopped to ponder the pains of people who have to stick to a particular job to survive. I am a free man in that my skills are my assets and…