I enjoy my life with so much private time for myself. In this current world of 6 billion people, I might be the only one enjoying the deepest essence of life:
- feeling the endorphin all day long
- getting oxytocin as I go into samadhi or simply meditate
- see my mother grow old and learning to live with aging
- supporting my wife in her happiness through career that I don’t seek
- being around my son without interfering but like a stand by guard
- having time to think, simply think whatever I want to explore
- read any book I want in the world for however long I want
- write my thoughts and feelings like this
- not have any burden
- not having any one to answer to
- having reconciled all my relationships
- not being worried about the future after accepting that came through so much meditation
- being able to contemplate on my past lives
- being able to contemplate on the wholeness of business, organization, society and existence itself
- being able to work on the grandest theories of life without worries about its survival or loss in oblivion
So here as I write watching out of my window into the trees and the landscape filled with houses, I feel calm, much calmer than I have been.
