Today was a unique in that i felt trancsnended as if i was observing myself from a distance, as if looking myself from the future. It just seemed i knew i was writing my own life story and so i felt no desperation.
I figured out how to control my mind in various activities throughout the day.
There is still one major problem in my current business. But i know I’m able to handle it with interest. Before i just wanted to escape everything. Today I’m always in escape mode yet i can function in my business mode without being drained.
I think this is the greatest achievement i had so far.
