The last 2 days were a bit tensed as I started the final strategy of daily viber and whatsapp message to around 250 people i know. To do or not to do was the anxiety. But I did it.
I realize that this is my entreprise. As my 2 companies were finally closed, i feel now I am emancipated from a lot of delusions. Still I will be deluded, there is no way I will not be but then it is ok.
With the betrayal by Mega bank, I overcame my delusion of a easy, low profile 10 years in the banking sector helping banks get more profits and also be happy. I guess it is not in their fate to be happy.
Now I know the coming 10 years i will live freely like I always did with no allegiance to any single person or company. My reservation of not working with SME on the ground that they are dishonest, is busted because it is my karma to decide that, i realize. Besides banks would be no more honest if given the chance. So I am open to all sectors. They won’t blast in my lifetime or at least not in the 1 year or so I am engaged with them.
The broadcast made me feel really into element. now i have my unique vision. I am the ceo of the mode of goodness, full stop. my mission is clear now.
the prophecy i had when i knew nothing, always buzzes in my mind:
- no title
- no ownernship
- no seat
why was it spelled so clearly i knew not at that time but now it is clear. I tried to have a seat after my failed ownership of 2 companies, but then i realize i don’t need that.
I feel power, a more permanent dose of seratonin after the broadcast.
has something changed? i don’t know. may be.
