frustration tipping point

July 1, 2019
1 min read

I finally started working in my new missing routine. I had been putting it off for so long. But the dreams of me coming down are too compelling.

Till this morning I was so frustrated but after 2 hrs of emailing 10 people I feel I am getting somewhere.

Training & consulting can’t be pushed.

After Boston College this time, I felt that I had really become master of my craft, that I could achieve anything.

I am 45. I have attained Samadhi. I have tremendous knowledge & experience. I have another 45 years to live. what the hell am I going to do? I must work. Not to earn money because I already have it. But because I can’t spend 45 yrs doing nothing, contributing nothing

I am set. I am willing to work for free if I have to again.

Mainly my inner Journey is complete meaning it doesn’t require physical time, mental energy & emotional stability as before. All I need is 1 hrs a day at 9pm. –

But I can’t do any work.