Delusion in career

March 27, 2019
2 min read

When i was a youth i was deluded in love. I always thought that the latest crush would be my last but it never was so. There seems to have a karmic play in action, a divine writer behind it all. Finally I met my wife and the delusion of love affairs ended.

Then as a professional I was deluded in career but not as much as many are. I thought the latest job would be the eternal one. Again it just seems now it was a grand play written by some unknown higher force because the opportunities that came, I could not myself command to come, not even imagine : the successes and the failures.

1999 to 2004 – I was an intern

2004 to 2005 – i was an employee

2005 to 2009 – i was a freelance trainer

2009 to 2013 – i was a full time management consultant

2013 to 2016 – i was a full time part-time-ceo

2016 to 2018 – i was an entrepreneur in the making

2018 to 2019 – i failed as an entrepreneur and again became a full time freelance trainer

From now on I don’t think being a freelance trainer is a delusion because it is the only consistent occupation since 2002.

I am definitely not going to look into become an owner or a boss again. I will not be partnering for free with anyone.

What I might add is giving training in other countries. But it is an steep climb in the racial psyche of people.

With my final strategy of marketing discovered, I am able to make a new routine to seal my new career as a full time trainer and management consultant.

Is something else awaiting me? i don’t know really. But i don’t think I want to deviate from this current career that has pulled me from so afar.