a rainy day

July 12, 2019
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As it rains today, i sit quietly at home in my mind. I have no scheme, no worries. May be i miss the action a bit but that it also not true. I just enjoy this brush with nothingness.

I can imagine myself in my past lives and this peaceful life a continuation.

the world seems far away. the world of ambition, of lack, of excess, of desire, of hearsay, of camaraderie. but then I would not have wanted it any other way.

I could have asked myself to be put in these awkward difficult life positions but then the universe does it and I just abide.

I may wish to be super rich, super famous, super powerful but then it would kill my soul. all these don’t matter to me. now i know.